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Original: 8/25/2008 11:33 AM
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Monday, August 25, 2008

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...change my name and picture.  I've been on here a long time and they've been the same since the beginning.  I don't like them so well now, though I thought they were brilliant at the time, haha.  I have a couple ideas, although if anyone has a suggestion that would be great too.  I'm not sure I want to use something I've used before on something else.  I want this one to remain different.  I'm not, however, getting rid of the mindblowingly eyeburning purple and lime green.  I <3 it!!!  <(^_^)>  So anybody have any ideas?

EDIT: A short post!?!  ME?  Whoever heard of such a thing???

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i'm not sure of what you are talking about
what picture i commented about
but im sorry if my lifestyle offends you
and i am gravely sorry for your relative

i don't encourage people to hurt themselves the way i do
because if i could. i wouldnt be this way
but i can't allow myself, through therapy and medication
i still can't move past it.

don't try and act as though you know who i am
where i am coming from

how do you know im not trying to kill myself?
because thats what i hope to accomplish
i want to starve to death

it's my choice, you have no say
Posted 9/14/2008 4:01 AM by starving_coma - reply

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btw
i do thank you for your kindness
and i wish i could fight this better
but ive given up hope
and i don't know how to fight anymore
Posted 9/14/2008 4:04 AM by starving_coma - reply

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@starving_coma - I'm so sorry, it was directed at the girl who commented on your page.  I was just upset to see her wishing you luck like that, it just seemed like "oh you're going to shoot yourself? good luck i hope you have good aim."  I know it's a real problem, I can see that you're not one of those stupid girls who thinks they have to be skinny to be attractive.  I'm just having a rough time dealing with my father's illness and I didn't mean to sound like I was attacking you.  I don't understand your reasoning for your particular means, why you didn't choose something easier, but it is your choice.  I just...I value life, and I hate to see suffering.  But, I don't know you, and I don't know your story.  I wish you some kind of happiness in your life and an escape from whatever's got you so torn up inside.

Posted 9/14/2008 4:45 AM by PING_DA_ROBOT_GIRL - reply

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@PING_DA_ROBOT_GIRL - 

thanks. and it isn't that i chose to die. that's not why i am "ill", i'm ill because it just happened, but im so fed up with life, that its almost harder to quit this obsession because im slowly dieing. i chose this way also, because i dont want to give up all hope in life yet. and it takes a long time to starve to death, there for, if for some reason i decide to live i can. idk it sounds stupid. im insane >.<
i hope your dad will be okay
i am so sorry you must go through with that
it sounds horrible. :[ makes me feel bad about my condition
Posted 9/14/2008 6:46 AM by starving_coma - reply

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Don't feel bad about your condition, it's a true problem.  Do try to find something to live for, whether it's something you enjoy doing, or a pet you love or even a person.  There is joy in life.  You just have to find it.  I don't think it sounds stupid at all, I think it sounds like you really don't want to die.  It sounds to me like you really do have hope that something will come along and make you change your mind.  I think it makes some sort of sense, in a slightly twisted way.  I've been praying for you, and I'll keep praying that you find something that makes you happy and gives you a reason to live.
Posted 9/16/2008 3:52 AM by PING_DA_ROBOT_GIRL - reply

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